Tuesday, July 21, 2009
it dawned upon me
am i really caught up in my own circle that i cant fit into any other circle?
i never seem to be able to click with most people even though i might be around them. it's as if there isnt even a friendship being forged. i know them by names but nothing more than surface deep knowledge. when i'm around them, it's juz normal. we laugh, we talk. and it's just about small talks. so much so that you find yourself excluded for whatever reasons.
more like a neutral party?
they dun hate me,
but neither do they love me.
they're juz 'okay' with me.
i know it's true.
but iz that a good thing?
it's as though in everyone there's this glass thin barrier. and i reckon i might know what's mine.
i guess this makes me even more thankful for the minority that arent part of the neutral party.
why does everything keep dawning upon me of late!!!!
dawn, dusk. maybe it's telling me i need to start waking up earlier.
*throbs @07:38 <3
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